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Thinking Out Loud "Step Nine"

Sitting here thinking about what can I do to continue this path that I've started. Not willing to quit, but some times it gets hard to press through with the clear stance of failure. Wouldn't want to be the one to accept defeat as the final destination but for reasons beyond explaining this situation is what it is. Trouble is always on the horizon and discipline is still needed. Strength and focus and willingness all require self-control, diligence is as well. There's not any successful forward motion without friction and what about clear direction. Open to suggestions, open for accountability partners, but what if their not disciplined, then where do I go. Now, what do I do? Spiritually I'm straight but scholastically, and financially there's a struggle from the choices in the past. When do the new decisions begin to overcome the old ones? Toiling in the field but not getting the yield from the stock concerning positivity? Was the early life so full of blunders th…

Growing "Step Eight"

The denial and the distractions of the past were all leading me here Now that knowledge has grown, I’m no longer a slave of the puppeteer Living a life without fear, worry, or doubt has allowed abundance to be understood There is no life in the things that the world calls to be good Would I be able to explain? Maybe with more time. This relationship with the Father has created a new paradigm No longer in it for self-fulfillment or self-glorification Still learning to trust Him with my complete preservation I know that He is Divinely Providential And everything through Him is more than possible Glowing in His glory, basking in His presence, enjoying His peace In all aspects of my life, He is my centerpiece No longer can I speak those things that curse God’s beautiful creation Now I command blessings over every person and nation A patient and caring individual I am growing to be Some many things could be said about how good He’s been to me But I’m running out of time it’s already past three This step ha…

Misty Blue "Step Seven"

Into the Blue, moving without thought and without any fear The next step is, oh so beautiful, becoming increasingly clear The view of more and more to come, causing me to be eager to persevere Nothing more to accept the path that has always been here Dark in the beginning, and now so impressively visible Could not have previously presumed for the darkness was so comfortable Understanding growing; making it hurt to watch others failing to move forward Forced to know, and the love in me causing me not to want them to be tortured The snakes and the fakes holding them back, this could possibly be you I’m writing this to all as a warning or a reminder of what we must do The truth is for me, and it is for you; therefore we should accept it Oh, it hurts so much when I think of how many of us neglect it Disrespect the one who is and was and who will always be The One that sits and waits for us to escape from bondage by merely choosing to be free The beauty of the love and the joy and the peace available …